SecOnd WeEk PraCtical......

This week was a disaster. I felt really and extremely tensed up + tire + headache . I don't like this school!! I don't like the BIG TEACHER there!! I don't like some of the teachers there either! The school is not welcoming at all. BUT i can't complain all these cause i chose this school. My lecturer had warned us not to take this school but my partner and i had no choice cause of transportation. I can't cry either cause people will think that this is only practical and u already can't take it, so, how are you going to face the reality next year?!!
The problem that ocurred was the BIG TEACHER asked us to come every saturday and sunday cause they got this program for those chosen 9 target students of UPSR. Only practical teachers will be there to handle this, with no other teachers to help around! (of cause the teachers are not willing to come on weekend too) How are we going to do all this?? UPSR is a very important exam and how can he let us do it? We do not have any experience and we don't even know the format or questions regarding UPSR. We were just trained as a preschool teacher. 6 years old and standard 6 is totally different. Besides, the BIG TEACHER also asked the parents to present as well. What if the students or the parents ask us something and we are speechless??!! Furthermore, saturday and sunday is the only time we can rest and do our lesson plans + ABM.. We also have our own lives, coming to school everyday is not a joke!
We told this to our lecturers and they were pissed off. I think they won't send any practical teachers to this school in future. We went to see the BIG TEACHER and he was like so mad with us, saying we gave excuses and threaten to write report about us. I really don't like this, using something to threaten us. He said all this years those practical teachers will just do whatever he asked to, never complain or gave reasons. Why not he put himself in our shoes. We have to prepare lesson plans, 4 slots a day, with more than 10 ABM a day. Teaching preschool is not as easy as he thought. He always say to us 'awak prasekolah tak ada masalah, 15 orang murid saja kan, 6 orang 6 tahun.' Problem is he doesn't know how is the real situation, with 9 students of 5 years old. Each of them has health problem. One of them has one eye side which is totally blind, another one keep vomitting every time after eat, anemia, bully and so on. The BIG TEACHER had no idea about all this. All he wants is us to solve his problem. Even the teachers there said that he is a person who wants everyone to listen to him and he will repeat the same thing for months if anyone goes against him.
Today, we felt like we caused a lot of trouble, to our lecturers and the teachers there. I don't know what the BIG TEACHER will do to us after this. Whatever he wants to do, i'll just BUAT BODOH cause we left only 4 weeks there. I hope 14 august will arrive soon cause i'm already very tire facing each day!